штырит.
I suddenly came to understand why I feel such affinity to the Vampire World that I read about.

it's just the same kind of life I lead: endless row of days and nights, fluent routine sometimes tinged with a spark of a made-up sorrow, sometimes coloured with a pure and precious romantic moment.

the two of us, lonely in our togetherness, tied to each other in something resemblant to immortality - a vow of eternal love, a vow of eternal closeness. and as much as we would like to communicate with the wide human world, it seems that everyone is just different from us, too far from understanding our intimacy, too far from defining it for themselves.

and yet I want to surround myself with humans as Marius would do - that is what we have in common. but my beloved apprentice prefers to shy away from the colourful crowd. I doubt it is ever going to change.

eternal vow, eternal love, eternal closeness... how precious and sweet and bitter at the same time.